Anxiety

Feelin' it at a pretty intense level lately.

I can't even put my finger on it, but it's reoccurring and usually it casually subsides after it does it's thing - personally I can't stand it.

I basically deal with it by trying to breathe and remind myself that I have nothing that is worrying me, breathing (sighing..) and whatever else I can come up with.

Last night I went mentally examined my life, searching for things that could potentially be secretly bothering me, and nothing came of it. In fact, things are BETTER now than they were just a short time ago;

• Nanny is going to be released from the hospital which everyone considered a 0% chance
• I got over some serious stage fright by working on my pole work with Juli
• The money situation is fine
• Semester two started TODAY, so I don't have any stress there
• ?

I need to get my shit checked out. I'm sighing as fidgeting while I type this.

Tomorrow night is my final class of Level 3 - BRING IT INVERTS ! Everyone in my class has to do a showing of what we've learned thus far (can't believe it's been since December already?)

Pretty nervous, but kind of excited. I feel really proud of how much skill I've obtained - and holy smokes I have arm strength! Unbelievable, I can do pull-ups !

That's all for today, I'll leave off with my favorite pole sit...